imaginarycircus

It's a beautiful day and almost 70. The tree sexing is making me kind of itchy and snotty--so I took a benadryl. My allergy clinic closed down because everyone's insurance stopped covering it so now I get to be itchy and snotty and even less likely to sleep at night than I already was. YAY?

God, posting fic brings out the worst in me. I become a grabbing, whiny ego baby. OMG why aren't people reading my fic? Are people reading and not commenting? What did I not do well enough? Why isn't this good enough? *flail* I think this is why I originally stopped posting fic years ago. That and I was busy planning a wedding and getting ready to go to grad school. >_> I hate this part of myself and if I could have it surgically removed I so would.

Speaking with piperki about her teenager is hilarious. I forgot about that stage younger teenagers go through when they don't know how to express affection except by teasing and wrestling and aggravating one and other. That way they have plausible deniability if anyone calls them on it. I hadn't totally forgotten that that happens, but it's been a while. *is old lady*

I took some speed today and am trying to settle into work. But I feel weird and isolated and keep checking my email instead. My crazy horoscope (free will astrology) said to make friends with twigs. IDEK.

I need a new vidding project. I'm torn between Veronica Mars and Wonderfalls. The nice thing about Wonderfalls is that it is only 13 episodes. God, I love that show.