imaginarycircus

I'm really anxious, but I can't figure out why. It could be that I need to refill my adderall Rx and take some since I haven't had any in five days. I'm at the coffee shop trying to do some work or, really just anything. My brain is doing that thing where it bounces off everything and I don't know what to do and it freaks me out. So maybe that is why.

I'm all jittery and I feel like I should go home, but what would I do there? My back is killing me so packing is not a good idea. There is only so much time I can sit around watching TV and knitting before I want to put a double pointed needle in my eye.

I'm not at all sure my Totoro is going to look like a Totoro when he's finished and stuffed. I think he is going to look like a cone head.

Plus there are babies everywhere and they make me kind of sad.

If I'm going to have a pity party I might as well have chocolate cake for lunch. *sigh*

Also I can't stop listening to bad eurotrash pop music.