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posted by [personal profile] imaginarycircus at 11:55am on 02/08/2010
I'm really anxious, but I can't figure out why. It could be that I need to refill my adderall Rx and take some since I haven't had any in five days. I'm at the coffee shop trying to do some work or, really just anything. My brain is doing that thing where it bounces off everything and I don't know what to do and it freaks me out. So maybe that is why.

I'm all jittery and I feel like I should go home, but what would I do there? My back is killing me so packing is not a good idea. There is only so much time I can sit around watching TV and knitting before I want to put a double pointed needle in my eye.

I'm not at all sure my Totoro is going to look like a Totoro when he's finished and stuffed. I think he is going to look like a cone head.

Plus there are babies everywhere and they make me kind of sad.

If I'm going to have a pity party I might as well have chocolate cake for lunch. *sigh*

Also I can't stop listening to bad eurotrash pop music.
Music:: Robyn - Don't Fucking Tell Me What To Do
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posted by [identity profile] friede.livejournal.com at 05:02pm on 02/08/2010
*HUG*
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posted by [identity profile] imaginarycircus.livejournal.com at 05:04pm on 02/08/2010
How are you doing? How is the running going?
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posted by [identity profile] firynze.livejournal.com at 05:05pm on 02/08/2010
I get freaked out and extra-anxious when my brain is playing Superball, so that could well be it. *snug*
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posted by [identity profile] imaginarycircus.livejournal.com at 05:07pm on 02/08/2010
Maybe--it's highly likely. I did a little work and now I have a plan to go to the store and pick up a few things and also to stop by the pharmacy. I think I'll have to be content with a pretty minimal day. Though I am not sure why I expected to bounce back after 11 hours of travel on Saturday for a 3.5 hour baby shower.
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posted by [identity profile] firynze.livejournal.com at 05:17pm on 02/08/2010
CRIMINY, lady, no wonder you're in a state! I'd be a ball of sludge after all that.
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posted by [identity profile] imaginarycircus.livejournal.com at 05:20pm on 02/08/2010
Four hours there and seven hours back home. It was not fun and of course they are doing construction on the red line on weekends and busing people between Park and Kendall. It made me ten minute T ride and hour long. O_O
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posted by [identity profile] firynze.livejournal.com at 05:28pm on 02/08/2010
I'm twitching just thinking about that.
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posted by [identity profile] imaginarycircus.livejournal.com at 05:37pm on 02/08/2010
My best friend is having a baby and they had a shower for her in CT. She lives in Georgia so it would have been a much bigger trip to go to Atlanta for a shower. I guess.
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posted by [identity profile] firynze.livejournal.com at 06:02pm on 02/08/2010
Georgia for a baby shower would've been time to send a card, I think...!

The trip you took alone...phew. More power to you.
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posted by [identity profile] imaginarycircus.livejournal.com at 06:05pm on 02/08/2010
I also spent a few weeks knitting this:

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Though mine did not come out as amazingly as this one did. I have to post my photos later.
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posted by [identity profile] firynze.livejournal.com at 06:15pm on 02/08/2010
Wow, colour me impressed. I'm such a lousy knitter.
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posted by [identity profile] ladyofthelog.livejournal.com at 06:02pm on 02/08/2010
*hugs*

1) I love Robyn.

2) These kinds of days suck. I really think you might feel better if when you refill your Adderall scrip, though. The bouncy brain thing sounds like you may need external help to focus. Ability to focus usually lessens my anxiety.

3) CAKE. DO IT.
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posted by [identity profile] imaginarycircus.livejournal.com at 06:11pm on 02/08/2010
Yeah, I'm going to stop at the pharmacy on my way to the grocery store and fill my script. I'm trying to get through the afternoon by reading regretsy and not laughing too loudly in the coffee shop.
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posted by [identity profile] mahoni.livejournal.com at 06:25pm on 02/08/2010
If there is a pity party going can I come? I will bring snacks.

I'm having one of those days where I feel useless and like everything I'm doing is pointless, and any number of things cause me to either burst into tears or get close, and I feel distinctly unfulfilled, and I'm fidgety and my brain keeps spinning through a dozen stories I wish I could write and a hundred things I want to do around the house without settling on anything.

Meh. I don't know if it's end of cycle hormones or what, but bleh.
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posted by [identity profile] imaginarycircus.livejournal.com at 06:29pm on 02/08/2010
I hate that hopping from idea to idea without being able to settle and while feeling what's the point. GACK! It makes me so anxious. I think in my case when I stop taking he flexeril I realize how hard it is for me to function and I freak out.
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posted by [identity profile] gonadsandstrife.livejournal.com at 01:44am on 03/08/2010
I super-dig Robyn. No idea why; it's not my usual thing. I think it's because I first heard her in this awesome mashup with The Cure.
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posted by [identity profile] imaginarycircus.livejournal.com at 02:26am on 03/08/2010
She is so catchy! Although I thought she was singing "I'm dancing on the phone" instead of Dancing on my own. *faepalm*
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posted by [identity profile] fitfool.livejournal.com at 12:44pm on 04/08/2010
Sorry your back hurts.
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